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race rat
02:35
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if we're going to go then let's get going / we don't have to do this thing, but we will / if we're going to go then let's start moving / we don't have much time left until / our choices eat us alive / they leave a sickness inside / our brains will eat us alive / if we let them / and we let them / if we're going to go then let's get going / get in the car be quiet take the pills / holding it down with the hope of knowing / count every thought that this can kill / our choices eat us alive / they'll leave a sickness inside / our brains will eat us alive / if we let them / and we let them / there's something left / but i can't see it / i'm underkept / this time he means it / there's something left / there's nothing left / there's nothing left at all / there's nothing
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longterm
02:27
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most of what you say makes me want to bite your tongue off / sleeping down the day, force the partial death to wear off / unwilling to pay takes me up to such a great cost / find another way maybe to process such a deep, deep loss / i want to get sick on purpose / i want to get sick / are you planning to leave me alone / are you planning to leave me / i don't want to be myself by myself all of the time
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math after
02:04
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you're too far away to see anything / fall down yesterday / don't touch anything / please just go away / don't touch anything / open a window or open up a door / i don't know whom this life was designed for / i feel ashamed about still trying to find more to believe in / don't ask me any more questions / i never was open to suggestions / don't ask me anymore questions / let's just go outside for once / and see it / let's just go outside for once / and breathe it / let's just go outside for once / i need it / let's just go outside
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lossing
01:31
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the last time he called you was from the city park / you listened to him laugh at what was really pretty dark / i let it go for too long; it mostly was my fault / when it finally came apart it felt like an assault / he took the pills and felt them / he was up above the road / when they finally came and got him / in the ambulance and rode / away to the hospital / one new spring day / it didn't help at all / he smoked the cigarettes you left after you were gone / we went through all your things and played almost every single song / you heard before you went out / one last time / we miss you / friend we miss you friend / we miss you friend we do
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hush, air plants
02:41
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every one that keeps you waiting / and everyone that waits for you / and everyone that keeps you saying / you don't know what i might do / i don't take in thunder, i don't take in trees / i fall back into pastlife / with such relative ease / i don't take in wonder. i don't take in peace / i'm only looking for a way to make the thinking cease / why don't you try me again later
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day leave
01:37
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nobody wants to think / but it still happens anyway / nobody wants to drink / but sometimes it's that kind of day / all of us want to sink / our teeth into our hearts and pray / for forgiveness and permission to leave if we may / i've got to get out of here / no matter what it takes / i'm pulling my brain apart to see what its ingredients can make / there's more on the line than you're aware of / everything's at stake / i've got to get out of here / no matter what it takes / we were better prepared for worse circumstances / we were better prepared to just take our chances / we're completely ensnared by our second glances / we were better prepared for worse circumstances
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less rest
01:40
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you may resume activities as normal / poison control is right here on the list / you will consume the following as normal / take as directed, fine if you insist / he wasn't frightened for no reason / he had a reason is all / take it away from me, take it all away from you, take it all away from me
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walks
02:22
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does it get you high anymore / tell me what can you feel / i don't think there's a better way / to at least try to heal / i walked down the hill with you, sloping in laughter / we drank all the flowers and stayed out long after / the darkness was gnawing / we tried to ignore it / the air overflowing / it's time to just pour it all out / does it get you high anymore / tell me what can you feel / we came to the station, the lights seemed much brighter / i heard all his voices, the ground pushed back lighter / it wasn't the alcohol this time was softer / i think that you finally knew what it had cost her / to follow it down
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blight
01:36
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there is a fear that won't go away / and it's after you / we can stay here, but just for today / cuz it's after you / get away get away from them get away / stay away stay away from them stay away / it's ok, find a way to be gone again / get away get away from them get away stay away / where is the exit / where's the nearest exit / where is the exit / which way / where is the exit / help me find the exit / where is the exit / which way
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shelter in place
02:01
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the world's so full of loud pollution / one can hardly hear one's heart / distance plants itself inside you / and your insides grow apart / so for protection i lived nowhere / and i decided this was smart / i knew i wouldn't have to stop it all again / if this time i just did not start / we're gonna get there one way or another / we're gonna get there one way / i was afraid of all my neurons / with no direction for their shine / i wasn't sure if i was human / until your light reflected mine / so for protection i lived nowhere / and i pretended this was smart / i knew i wouldn't have to stop it all again / if this time i just did not start / we're gonna get there one way or another / we're gonna get there one way
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deliriant
02:20
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i didn't see you there when i got home tonight / you were out standing where we all would know / i tried to make you care about the show tonight / you laid your body bare inside your clothes / makes me want to chew your eyes out and push them in my head / makes me wonder what your hands looked like after you were dead / would you come back to us if you could / would you come back / would you / were you just drowning yourself in all that air / you were out standing where we all would know / we didn't see you and we're sorry we weren't there / i was gone sailing down a brand new low / makes me want to chew your eyes out and push them in my head / makes me wonder what your hands looked like after you were dead / would you come back to us if you could
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S. Rabbit Savannah, Georgia
"there's a hole
in the hour
i'm gonna find it
i'm gonna fill it
with a flower"
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